To feel...

 I remember waking up to you every morning and you running your fingers down my back. I remember that tingle you gave me and how it made me smile. I remember feeling you stare at me deeply while I slept, that made my heart beat faster....  But one day I lost that feeling and ever since it hasn't come back.

I'm healing....I will be ready to fall in love again one day... I cant wait to be overwhelmed of the feeling. 
Maybe one day I'll feel the un-explainable, LOVE and maybe he will feel it too.

lost my train of thought...but ....

Word of advice, don't let anyone have the power to take love or emotions away from you. We all go through heartaches and I know it gets to a point that we can't even feel anymore, we lose are way. It's a horrible feeling that puts you in dark places and makes you do things you didn't really think you would do. It's like I rebelled because I became strong and cold like a rock and it felt great except when you're at that point that you should feel those butterflies and there not there. You wonder what's wrong with you, well it's all those heartaches you thought you had overcome, well it caught up and now it affected your heart. You closed it completely because it's easier to defend when your shield are up, but you can't live life like that. You have to let fate take you on your path. You can't lose the opportunity to love or be loved. Mistakes will be made regardless but being happy along the way and falling in love is necessary for us to evolve. Follow your gut and everything else will fall into place.